This blog's getting old. The layout I mean, if only I was good enough to do something cool with it. Anyways, so yeah 2nd year in college. WOW. MADE IT =D wee~ Man! the schedule's so exhausting. I have 7-7 classes on Mondays and Wednesdays. But I do have a 4hr break, except on Wednesdays when I have PE class from 1-3 : Sweaty from basketball..GAH! I hate it : At least I don't have any Filipino subjects this year. July na, yey! 3 more months and it's sem break again. I miss BADLY my friends, thought this year was gonna be easier but it's not. I wish most of them didn't have summer classes coz I didn't get to see them as often as I'd like too this summer. I wish maui would go here ASAP..hahai..Her parents keep on changing their plans..haha..Till here..coz I've to go to church today :]Labels: boredom, college life, thoughts
When was the last I wrote on here? lol..can't remember..hahaha..I don't have classes this morning up till 2pm later, one hour lang 80 item quiz. Yeah i know what you're thinking, lucky me..hahaha..Tapos na ako mag study, ano pa ba dapat kong gawin? hahai..boredom nga naman ang nagtutulak sakin para sumulat ng blog entry..hahaha..How's life you ask? Ok lang, livin it up here in good ole Manila. Miss home, what's new? Nothing I guess, same old same old..Anyways, just wanted to write an entry..No one's online so i guess typing stuff down is the next best thing..hahaha.. XD
Labels: boredom, college life, manila, thoughts
Shouldn't have classes this afternoon no thanks to orientation. Shit :| babalik pa ako sa school..noooooo! :c I've to walk back there again all the way to the 4th floor! hahai..buhay estudyante nga naman. Hopefully, I'll be at the dorm by 4 or 5. Got bored so wrote another entry..hmmmm..What else? Oh there's this annoying girl here in the dorm. She's so FC to everybody. :| There's a fine line between being friendly and being OVERLY friendly. Imagine, I was just minding my own business yesterday and then out of the blue she just talked to me. It was like an interview, I'm not fond of interviews when it is being done by someone you JUST MET..hahai..I'll keep you updated about life here.
"Being second is not good enough, it doesn't mean you beat a lot of people it means ONE person beat you. See? not good enough!"
Labels: college life, dorm life, frustrated, thoughts, ust
I can't believe I made it through one week here in Manila, ALONE. I was certain I'd lose my mind in 3 days of independence..hahaha..So far I've learned to do things on my own like clean my room, I've 3 dorm mates mind you, pile my clothes NEATLY, wake up at 5:30am etc. Never have I imagined I'd be doing all that stuff..hahaha..I guess being here's been one of the best decisions I've made after all. I know a lot of people back at home think I won't survive living here for more than month, I'm gonna prove them all wrong. Everyday is just routine, it's up to me whether I want to follow it or not. I don't know why I never even tried doing all these things while I was in Davao. All I did there was do what I want when I want. Here, life is entirely different. I'm not the spoiled "rich kid"(quote "e), I'm not the overly dependent daughter, I'm not the boss. I'm just "me" here, plain and simple. I rode a jeep last Saturday to go to Tita Gem's place. Truth is, I was scared as HELL! hahaha..But I made it alive, that's what counts. That was 3 rides all in all..hahai..Yeah it was tiring but it was worth it. :) If I were at home I'd just be like, I want to go here and there and wherever you know? And I'd have a 24/7 driver IF I wanted to! I do miss having someone drive me around town..hahaha..But I'm learning here, that's what's fun :) I'm still worried of getting robbed, abducted or whatever. Heard some scary stories from my room mates and friends. :| Nothing like that has happened, so far. yey me! XD hmmm..right, I've been budgeting--> this word has never ever been in my vocabulary until now..gaaahhh!!! hahaha..Pero ok lang, but I still want a 24-hour bank aka parents' wallets..hahaha..Rain, my brother, said my parents are way worried and miss me..hahaha..They thought I'd miss them first..hahaha.. not..hahaha..Miss ko naman sila pero mas grabe ata yung drama ng pagka miss nila sakin..hahaha..I can't wait till sem break, sana maka-uwi ako :)
Labels: college life, dorm life, independence, manila
First day of college. Lingaw!!! hahaha..All the profs I met today were so nice. Panay joke silang lahat. Tae lang nga schedule ko pero ok na din yun kaysasa wala, diba? hahaha..Talked to some of my classmates, they were nice as well, I think my section is gonna be tight this year. But it's too early to tell, got to see what happens in the following months ;). This is such a big adjustment, I've to wake up at 5:30 every morning...hahai..If only I didn't take so long in the bathroom. Anyways, mabuti I met Sandra na. At least I know someone from Ateneo High na ka dorm ko. It's not hot today..I wonder why..hmmm..Oh yeah shit maxado kanina coz it was freakin hot in the morning and I forgot my hanky :| bummer! I'll bring it na tomorrow..hahaha..Before I go, here's a thought for you.
"A lot of fellows nowadays have a B.A., M.D., or Ph.D. Unfortunately, they don't have a J.O.B."
Labels: college life, espana, stuff i did, ust
This has been the first time i've writtten in quite a while. I forgot i even had a blog until yesterday..hahahaha...but anyways yesterday was the LAST time I had to take my HS periodical tests. And what a relief it was, too bad we couldn't shout and go wild because the school admin is such a kill joy..grrr... :| But this is it, the big one, graduation. I'll surely miss HS, I made the best of friends here. People who I'd always consider to be part of who I am.
I'm leaving my home town for college. I've been wanting this since I was a freshman. To finally be away from my parents. I don't have to live in their shadow anymore. My dad has been making a big fuss about this, he thinks I'm leaving him for good! hahaha..hilarious..But there always comes a time in a teen's life where they know that they just have to move on and go out on the real world. People like my father, particularly my relatives, don't think it's a good idea for me to go to Manila. The main reason is because they think I can't fend for myself, which I can by the way. You see I'm one of those " spoiled rich kids," I don't think I am though but MANY people consider me to be which is so frustrating because they think I don't have survival instincts. It's hard to be stereo-typed by so many people who think that you can't be independent or do simple things like clean!!! :|
I'll be leaving so many people behind: my friends, parents, family and the good memories of HS and my childhood. I'll go out in to a world where I've only been partly introduced to. I passed many problems in the past, I hope I'm up to this. As much as I would like to go now, there is a part within me that's holding me back. I still don't want to grow up frankly, I still want to be in high school. College is fun, I know so many people say so, but it's a new world to me. Can I really do this? Can I really move out of my shell? *sigh*...Enough college talk, lol...I barely even got up on stage yet to get my diploma!! hahaha...Oh yeah before I go one more thing, I hope my friends won't ever forget me when I get back from the first year. That's one more thing I worry about, what if they don't treat me the same when I get back? errrrr...too much thinking about the future!! :| For now I'll just spend time with the people whom I'll leave behind.
Labels: ateneo, college life, emo :|, high school, reality, sadness
