Welcome to my Blog
Hey, I'm a newbie at this whole blog thing. It practically took me forever to figure out how to manipulate the layout and stuff like that but fortunately I remembered some of the things I learned in IT class. I just blog to pass time and till I figure out what to do with my life. For now, I just write random thoughts and if you don't like them why bother reading? XD
P.S. Think of this blog as a work in progress.
This has been the first time i've writtten in quite a while. I forgot i even had a blog until yesterday..hahahaha...but anyways yesterday was the LAST time I had to take my HS periodical tests. And what a relief it was, too bad we couldn't shout and go wild because the school admin is such a kill joy..grrr... :| But this is it, the big one, graduation. I'll surely miss HS, I made the best of friends here. People who I'd always consider to be part of who I am.
I'm leaving my home town for college. I've been wanting this since I was a freshman. To finally be away from my parents. I don't have to live in their shadow anymore. My dad has been making a big fuss about this, he thinks I'm leaving him for good! hahaha..hilarious..But there always comes a time in a teen's life where they know that they just have to move on and go out on the real world. People like my father, particularly my relatives, don't think it's a good idea for me to go to Manila. The main reason is because they think I can't fend for myself, which I can by the way. You see I'm one of those " spoiled rich kids," I don't think I am though but MANY people consider me to be which is so frustrating because they think I don't have survival instincts. It's hard to be stereo-typed by so many people who think that you can't be independent or do simple things like clean!!! :|
I'll be leaving so many people behind: my friends, parents, family and the good memories of HS and my childhood. I'll go out in to a world where I've only been partly introduced to. I passed many problems in the past, I hope I'm up to this. As much as I would like to go now, there is a part within me that's holding me back. I still don't want to grow up frankly, I still want to be in high school. College is fun, I know so many people say so, but it's a new world to me. Can I really do this? Can I really move out of my shell? *sigh*...Enough college talk, lol...I barely even got up on stage yet to get my diploma!! hahaha...Oh yeah before I go one more thing, I hope my friends won't ever forget me when I get back from the first year. That's one more thing I worry about, what if they don't treat me the same when I get back? errrrr...too much thinking about the future!! :| For now I'll just spend time with the people whom I'll leave behind.
Labels: ateneo, college life, emo :|, high school, reality, sadness
