Paranoid Insomniac

Last day in Davao. :( I woke up at 6:30am today, which is so early on my clock..hahaha..Immediately went to the computer, had to check my emails and other stuff. My day started out pretty normal, sorta? hahaha..I caught my brother, kuya abok, online and had a chat with him coz my dad wanted new tennis shoes..again? he, kuya , just bought two new ones before this. Uhh..My father has the knack to exaggerate, he says he can't win games if he doesn't have new shoes on..hahaha..You should've heard him blab about his winning streak when I got back home from Manila weeks ago..hahaha..Anyways, my kuya bought a new car, a mini cooper o_O he calls it his "baby" I was like..You have a kid na??? hahaha..He said gaga daw ako..hahaha..Told him I'm gonna be in Manila tomorrow, gave me "advice" if you'd call it that. Wag raw mag tanga tanga doon pati magpataka..hahaha..I miss kuya though even if he always wrestles me to the ground and tickles me until I cry, that's what brother's are for I guess. He and ate are going on a trip to Costa Rica, they always go on trips when it's their birthday(June 22 same, not twins though) I wanted to come :| But school is starting so yeah no trip for me. Could've gone though, yeah right..hahaha..After we talked I emailed my sister, ate chica, also told her I'm going tomorrow. She's one of those people who have a really great outlook on life and I admire her for that. I'm gonna share her email with you. It reads:

ok..i hope you are not scared. if you are though its but normal. just face it and before you know it life happens and you will get the swing of things. just have a good head on top of your shoulder and trust your abilities. its going to be a big adjustment but you are a big girl now. remember if it does not work out manila, your course, school then its not too late to change your mind. the first year will be a gauge. its never too late to go for culinary arts if thats what you want. dont think of sayang coz first year is always prereq naman eh...im glad you emailed me..cant believe youre heading to college!!!ingat and let me know if you need any help..love ate

After reading it I was like T_T, yeah I cried..hahaha..It's really touching and I'm glad I have a sister like her who's always "there", my bro and sis are in the US I miss them badly at times I even remember crying on the phone when I was younger when we'd talk. I hope I don't make a fool of myself in Manila and let everyone down especially my dad. I also hope that things would work out for me and eventually I'd be a food technologist/ chef..hahaha..If the food tech thing doesn't work out though then I guess I've to go straight to culinary school, farther away from home though..hahaha..Doesn't matter, as long as I know I can still make it then I'd give it all I've got :)

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